there are no words...

12/15/12

I have been sitting, staring at this computer screen trying to put into words emotions and feelings that are unfathomable.  Everything seems so trite and just not full enough.


The truth is we are not supposed to be able to grasp yesterday's tragedy in Connecticut.  We are not supposed to have to put words to the utter shock of such an unthinkable act.


 It is not supposed to be like this...but we live in a dark, fallen world.

 My heart breaks for those families that have to deal with this senseless, horrific act of violence personally.  My prayers have been unceasing since the news first broke. 


I sat in the audience of my grandsons Christmas performance last night with tears in my eyes.

This is what it's supposed to be like...in a world filled with light and hope.  Children should be fidgeting with clothes, trying to stand still, enjoying their new shoes and singing about the birth of our Savior.


The unthinkable thought ran through my mind, as I'm sure it's run through yours.  What if...

I don't have to tell you to hug your family tighter, tell them you love them and thank God for the blessing of one more Christmas together.

And pray...

xo, Patty
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16 comments

  1. Lois' LaughlinesDecember 15, 2012 at 8:38 AM

    I have a 5 year old grandson. The events of yesterday rocked me to the core. I cried many hours over this senseless act. I definately held his tight yesterday. 3 of my children are teachers and they are trying to remain professional, yet compassionate to their students to talk about this terrible event.
    blessings to you

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  2. DebbyDecember 15, 2012 at 8:51 AM

    So true Patty. My daughter a school physchologist in the Columbine School District tells me "You can't figrue out crazy." I think that is true. Although we think that we have to know why. So sad. Looking at the sweet little ones with your grandson......sure hits home doesn't it. My grandchildren are 3, 4, 6, 6, 6, and 9.........so precious and innocent.
    Prayers for everyone involved.

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  3. ButtercupDecember 15, 2012 at 8:57 AM

    I ran through the what ifs...My family lives in a small Connecticut town, not so different from Newtown. Hard not to focus on what if. My heart breaks for the families and the town.

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  4. LynneDecember 15, 2012 at 10:40 AM

    There are no words . . . just so sad for the little ones, parents, grandparents, school chums, teachers, everyone . . . such a sad day . . .
    Thanks for the "sweater fidget". . . . Gave me a smile!

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  5. MollyDecember 15, 2012 at 11:00 AM

    It is such a horrific act. One senseless act that affects the whole nation. That was the aim I suppose in his sick thinking. The
    real heartbreak is for the children who survived who will never, ever feel safe again. I teach preschoolers and think how horrible
    that is. My children in my class depend on me for comfort, learning and their safety.... Incredible... I, too, lift all those in prayer.
    May the feel a slight comfort in knowing the nation grieves with them.

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  6. NanaDianaDecember 15, 2012 at 11:40 AM

    I hear you, Patty. There is no way to figure it out....no way to make sense of such senselessness. I am glad you enjoyed your concert last night. I am spending the day with my precious grand (kindergartener) and I will hug her extra tight a few times today- xo Diana

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  7. LynneDecember 15, 2012 at 1:46 PM

    Patty...just like you, I stared at my computer, stunned. I think it is lovely that you shared your grandson's Christmas performance. I can only imagine the emotion in the room.
    My husband and I were in tears as we watched the news last night.
    ~Lynne
    w/L.


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  8. This N ThatDecember 15, 2012 at 3:37 PM

    You're right..There are no words..So very sad..

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  9. From Beyond My Kitchen WindowDecember 15, 2012 at 3:53 PM

    There are no words of comfort. It's unspeakable what has happened in Newtown. God Bless them all. May they rest in peace.

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  10. Elizabeth EdwardsDecember 15, 2012 at 4:48 PM

    no words. so sad. ) :

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  11. corners of my lifeDecember 15, 2012 at 5:59 PM

    unthinkable . . .

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  12. krishnaDecember 15, 2012 at 7:45 PM

    i've a 4 years old.. i'm still trembling...

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  13. CarolynDecember 16, 2012 at 6:53 AM

    Patty, you are so right. No words. Just pain in the heart. Loving on my lil 4 & 5 yr old granddaughters all weekend.

    Patty, your grandson put a big smile on my face! He is such a precious little boy!

    Xoxo Carolyn

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  14. BonnieDecember 16, 2012 at 8:54 AM

    Patty, There are no right words...no answers. Talking about it, fumbling for a way to put it, writing it down, is how we come to terms with the most unimaginable and horrific events. Thanks for your post. Bonnie

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  15. 20 North OraDecember 16, 2012 at 3:06 PM

    It's so sad. Almost unbelievable. There is just no answer or motive that can justify his actions.

    Judy

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  16. jaime ♥ raising up rubiesDecember 16, 2012 at 3:27 PM

    thanks for sharing these cute pictures of your grandson Patty :) heartbroken we are, but I could only dwell on this verse this weekend...

    From the ends of the earth I call to you, I call as my heart grows faint...lead me to the rock that is higher than I. Psalm. sixty one. two ♥

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